Alright, I promised myself that I'd be honest with you guys. I have GAINED weight! I am 240 lbs. I can't believe it, I am working out way more than usual, and I thought I was eating less, apparently not. I need to start a food journal to keep track of when I eat, I'm also going to write down why I'm eating so I can cut back on emotional eating. Vegas coming up does not help. Does anyone else have any suggestions that will help. Or heck, even any stories to share so I don't feel like the only one :(

Last night my little boy's hamster passed away, and I wasn't there to comfort him. I had to be at work and Gabe took care of the funeral and tears. I am not envious of that, but at the same time I am. It's a huge phase in my little boy's life and I missed it. Gabe then took Austin out to get a new, hairier hamster :) his name is Gizmo. I feel like between work and school I am missing so much at home, I know I get to see them on the weekend, but it seems like a huge piece of me is at home all the time, and I can't be there. Oh well, one day it will be worth it, right?